Thursday, January 31, 2008

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

New spoof song.

War, what is it good for? Abesolutely everything, Huah!

Friday, January 18, 2008

I am a cartographer at night
I make my maps until the break of daylight

But I don't have a map to your heart
I don't wan't to get lost in your eyes
Or get side tracked by your thighs
Your mountains majesty provide a great view
But I just want to get to know you

I have to work on this song, but I needed to get this down. It's gold right, lol.

Saturday, January 12, 2008

I would like to let it be known that Oliver Beals is an exemplary and awesome human being.

Friday, January 11, 2008

I would just like to add my friends are awesome, irreplaceable, unique individuals, whom I love. I am blessed and lucky to have known the people I do. This is concrete, and how I feel.
I don't want to let my friendships languish. I want to have healthy, vibrant, and dynamic relationships with my friends. However, it would be nice on occasion to feel wanted/needed instead of feeling like I'm imposing myself on people. I'm not sure if it's known, but I generally go way out of my way to maintain relationships with my friends. I'm fine with that, because I desire the previously stated things. It's just that sometimes I feel like the desire is mostly one sided.

What I mean by this is I desire to hang out with my friends, I desire to be there for them if they need me, I desire to enjoy there unique company. It just seems like the reverse isn't true nearly as much as I'd like it to be. I believe that all relationships like the ones I want take time and effort. I understand people are busy and have their own lives, but I just wish I could find some more like minded people who desire deep, thriving friendships.

I just want to let it be known this is a rant. I'm sure I'm just writing this because I'm lonely, tired, frustrated, and whatever. The statements above are not actually concrete, but just how I feel at the moment. I'm sure the feeling will pass.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

There are Box Elder Bugs everywhere in my office! They don't do much, except annoy the heck out of me. From what I can tell the only thing they pose a danger to are Box Elder Trees, and even then they need to be there en mass. So for now I am safe and annoyed.

Sunday, January 06, 2008

I love my car, but I wish I wasn't so dependent on it. A few days ago, my low coolant light came on. This is because there is either a faulty hose, or hole in the radiator. Hopefully it will be just a hose and I can get my car back in relatively short order. Thankfuly my family was nearby to give me a ride when I discovered the problem.

I like the idea of having a car. I like driving. However, it seems to be an increasingly extravagent luxury. Gas is continuing it's meteoric climb. My car insurance is higher than it's ever been, even though I've gotten older, never used it, never been in an accident, my cars value has decreased, and no new services were added. I also have to pay to fix my current car, which I will have to altogether replace soon. I mean everyone has this problem, but it doesn't make it any less annoying.

When I don't have transportation I start to feel trapped. I like the freedom it brings, being able to control where you go and when. I just wish there was a solution that could net me most of the freedom without being such a pain.